I can't say that I know anything about your situation, but there's no one in any world who hasn't made choices they regret.

[lord knows that Jonathan's made them by the dozen. even now with the perspective of having sealed away that tragedy for good, he can't help wishing that he'd been smarter, faster, more certain - anything to have prevented things from going the way that they had.]

So long as you learn from them, it's nothing to make you a lesser person.